Grayscale Season bones break and broken bones

Am I already dead?
Or is this just a dream?
I can see a glimpse of perdition.
Right above my screams.
Fear is a leader in the weakness of men
Lashing their backs
And telling them to fall in
There's no time for a panic attack
Lashing their backs
And telling them to fall in
There's no time for a panic attack
Bones break and broken bones
Fear is a leader in the weakness of men
Lashing their backs
And telling them to fall in
There's no time for a panic attack
Bones break and broken bones
Are what's left of me
Chaos is where I thrive
I look better dead than I did alive.
I would look better dead