Greyswan questions

I deny I may have done
Such a thing I would be in dread of
Oddly enough I prayed for you
I would need a stronger trust
Fear, unrest along my body
I can't turn out a heavy anguish
I would if I only durst
I would if I only got it
Did you mind I left?
Did you mind showing your emotions?
I could see your hands
I could see them hiding your expressions
...hiding your expressions
...hiding your expressions
I deny I may have done
Such a thing I would be in dread of
Oddly enough I prayed for you
I would need a stronger trust
Did you mind my truth?
I knew that you blinked my questions
What a bad mistake shame and hate
It wasn't fair and I was conscious