Grope without pain

Left to die, loneliness
Shadows cover
Selfesteem
It's cold and damp as sadness enter fear
A silent fall as gentle as a tear
Spent life losing wars
Spent life healing wounds
Let me go without pain
I stand naked
Look in the mirror
What am I now
A bleeding wreck, a symbol of decay
Without a thought I throw it all away
Try to mix oil with water
I failed
Let me go without pain
Let me go without pain
I don't need religion to give me hope
‘Cause there's really nothing more to hope for
I deceive
I betray
It's all too late
I have lost
I disrespect this life that I've been given
It's easy now I've nothing more to give
Lies, scars, eyes, cold
Let me go without pain
Let me go without pain