Groundbreaking save me

This is how my story goes
Everything I've done alone
Tell me why I can't let go
Of all this empty pride
I guess when all my life I've seen
Feel like no one's helping me
Cut you off so I don't hurt
Fake invincibility
It's my fake invincibility
I guess I have some trust issues I will never admit
It's my way or I leave you now and that will be the end of it
But what's gonna happen when I fall too far
I will not know where you are
Where you are
I'll be left with nothing else at all
Beside my stone cold heart
This is how my story goes
Everything I've done alone
Tell me why I can't let go
Of all this empty pride
I guess when all my life I've seen
Feel like no one's helping me
Cut you off so I don't hurt
Fake invincibility
Stop me from losing all my light
When I know there's so much more to find
I will admit I'm not always right
So now it's in your hands
I've done enough damage
To myself
This could be the end
Of all of me
I feel dead
Help me make amends
With old lost friends
I lose again
And once I'm at my grave
I'll pay the price
For letting go
This is how my story goes
Everything I've done alone
Tell me why I can't let go
Of all this empty pride
I guess when all my life I've seen
Feel like no one's helping me
Cut you off so I don't hurt
Fake invincibility
This could be the end
Of all of me
I feel dead