Hachiku zombie slayer

If this is what you feel
Then sadness is real
On the seventh day of your life's shebang
Imaginary hands don't give you a chance
I'll hold you back, I'll push you down
Break every bone that you own
And steady as they fall [?]
And duties they call
Asking how and asking when
All those troubles began
How hard it dreams
You swallow the pain
For tomorrow I'll be here again
I remember the sun
I remember the one
But I don't hallucinate it all
I remember the sun
I remember the one
But don't hallucinate it all
You will keep on forever
Turning apart [?]
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
You were five minutes late
Now come and collect your stuff
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I remember the sun
I remember the one
But I don't hallucinate it all