Hades Rising negation

I collapse
How wrong i feel, the sickness digging in
All this pain
when will it leave, I'm crying out I scream
Now I breathe so deep it reels
Please just leave I want to live
All my strength
It's seeping out, I can't control my life
So much stress
All is now changed, I can't escape this threat
I know I can't just end this life
I have to stay for all I've loved
As my mind now flirts with death
I pass a door of no regrets
If i die
I pray to gods, I cannot see myself
In that state
Me in the grave, just maggots and decay
I know I cant just end this life
I have to stay for all I've loved
But if I stop to breathe tonight
By angels I'll be taken high
I will fight until I die
Life I hold withing my grasp
I am human I exist
Don't deny my right to life
As I change
I feel fatigue, emotional distress
I dont care
I can escape, my destiny I make
I know I can't just end this life
I have to stay for all I've loved
But if I stop to breathe tonight
I'll rise above on wings of fire
And so i keep the pain away
My strength will soon return to me