[Verse 1]
Hours streaming
Stretching out longer than the days
Getting high just gets me low
The reason I know
Should I feel anything at all?
[Chorus]
And then the season ends and Iâm still stuck in fall
Everywhere I lookâs a trigger
I start to wonder if I knew myself at all
No, she knew me so much better
[Verse 2]
See, your face is a dream
And my dreams are faced with
Just forgetting
Getting high just gets me low
You told me so
Was I just never listening?
[Chorus]
The season ends and Iâm still stuck in fall
Everywhere I lookâs a trigger
I start to wonder if I knew myself at all
No, she knew me so much better
[Bridge]
If you stop breathing
You can have my breath
Now itâs everyoneâs surprise
Surprise, surprise
[Verse 3]
Flashback parade
You give your whole self to one
Youâre just having fun
âTil you realize you pushed them away
[Verse 4]
The reasons are mine
I get frustrated when they intertwine
What was once yours and mine
Is just a dried up, calloused, toxic, pouring cyst
I admit you were
I admit you were right
Iâm not sad that you donât care to hear what I have to say
[Outro]
When you stop breathing
You can hold your breath