Halloween, Alaska a new stain

As I live and breathe
You don't look so different to me
Lighter on your feet
But still with such a heavy head
Ten to seventeen
It didn't feel so long out here
But I was never clean
I was only trading in a stain
For a new stain
Could you feel your hands
Wrap around the memory of my neck?
Of tangled ghosts
Yellowing your every inch of power
Where in would I please
But I don't sleep at ease
Its an ancient sea and
It took my peace away from me
What I wanna say
If you just let me say
What you need to know
Is what I have to tell
And when you fell
It was me who hit the ground
And when I spill
You left me empty
Mine's the kinda name
You could never ever change
And mine's the kind of stain
That'll never ever fade
Never ever fade