Hana Pestle this way

I'm not drowning
I don't need your hand to save me
I'm not sorry
I don't need your touch to change me
And I don't need to know just where I am
And you don't need to know
It's never enough
It's too much
It shouldn't be this way
The more that you give
The more I give away
I know I shouldn't be this way
So forgive me
If my words don't fit your meaning
I'm not guilty
But your crime is mine for keeping
And I don't need to know just where I am
And you don't need to know
It's never enough
It's too much
It shouldn't be this way
The closer you get
The more I feel the pain
I know I shouldn't be this way
And I know I'm on my own
And I know I'm all alone
And I don't need to know just where I am
And you don't need to know
It's never enough
It's too much
It shouldn't be this way
You tighten your grip
And my hand slips away
I know I shouldn't be this way
It's never enough
It's too much
It shouldn't be this way