Hands of Despair the departure

It's been 800 years now
Yet it feels like it happened yesterday
Not a day goes by without thinking of the past
How much I had to forget
How much I lost
Still the air is cold here, I can barely breathe
Sometimes I'd like those icy waters to drown me
I'd like the blue river to take me
back home, to take me where I belong
Walking through the clouds
I heard your voice
Echo of a forgotten hope
Days go by
But the doubt remains
Am I able to go on?
I can't let you go
Won't you stop whispering my name
Won't you let me go
Far away, where time stand still…
My hands are tainted from the blood of my betrayal
Should I feel regret
Is this what I wanted
My mouth is sewed
Words mean nothing now
I am lost forever suffering
Where was the life you promised me?
Everything has been taken away from me
Where is this place you condemned me
The air is so cold
And so is my soul
Walking through the clouds
I heard your voice
Echo of a forgotten hope
Days go by
But the doubt remains
Will I be able to go on
Walking through the sky
I smelled your hair
Scent of joy which I once knew
Days go by
But memories persist
Visions of you will forever burn my eyes
I can't let you go
Won't you stop whispering my name
Won't you let me go
Far away, where you're still breathing…
My mind will shatter
I can't stand this anymore
The flames of the sun
The shivers of the night
I've been here for so long
Waiting for your arrival
Hope has now turned into despair
Where is the life you promised me?
Everything has been taken away from me
Where is this place you condemned me
The air is so cold
And so is your soul
I won't forget
The pain I had to bear
How much I suffered for you
Take my flesh, my bones
My soul and my past
I lost the will to fight
I'm leaving here
Soon I will be gone
The departure for us has arrived
Soon, the sun will rise
And we will be free
The departure
A new journey awaits us
Let's leave together
We'll live forever