Hanna Turi some kind of hell

It's better to be alive
Than I'm risking some kind of hell
Although I am kind of bored
And my bitterness starts to show
I am not what I'd hoped I'd be
I haven't accomplished anything noble but selfish things for me
I'm not like those who carry knives
I'm not like those who lie and cheat
But I got evil sides, that's enough to make damage
I lost I lost my senses to that
It's better to be alive
Than risking some kind of hell