HAWAI alive

Have I gotten your attention,
I surrender everything
Like a shadow in the dark
You cannot see.
I remember every summer
How I fell in love again
All the nights turned into dreams I won't forget.
I want to leave it at the door, cause' I don't want to feel anymore.
I should have said something
before, but I don't want to feel anymore.
I want to be alive, I want to be alive,
Here in the moment, here in the sun,
There's only your light
I want to be alive, I want to be alive
Here in the darkness, under the stars
There's only your light
I can see in my reflection
Now you're staring back at me
I was only using half my memory
I collect your observations
I will store them separately
I have counted every word you've said to me.
I want to leave it at the door, cause' I don't want to feel anymore.
I should have said something
before, but I don't want to feel anymore.
I want to be alive, I want to be alive,
Here in the moment, here in the sun,
There's only your light
I want to be alive, I want to be alive
Here in the darkness, under the stars
There's only your light
That was me on the ground
(Hold me up)
I want to be alive, I want to be alive,
Here in the moment, here in the sun,
There's only your light
I want to be alive, I want to be alive
Here in the darkness, under the stars
There's only your light