Heart of Stones mental breakdown

Stumbling through words that I just can not speak
Searching the means in this diagnostic leap
I´m so used to this journey, of feeling incomplete
Away from the winners never ending race
I am lost in a world of everlasting peace
Caught in a dream and it´s where I wanna be
Turn up the noise and hear the melody
A forrest ahead and there´s nothing but a tree
Far away from the others is where I wanna be
Down in a hole, black circles and a friend, stay away, away
Had a mental breakdown,
and I´ve had it again
All the pills that they feed me pull triggers in me
Lunacy´s not far away and then they say
Read through the warnings, send signals to your friends
But when I break down I don´t wanna pull them in
Far away from this madness is where I wanna be
Down in a hole, black circles and some friends, stay away, away
Had a mental breakdown,
now I´ve had it again
Just another mental breakdown, again
Put your trust in drugs given to another
we are all shades of our will