Hearts At War halcion nights

I think I might have seen the light
It didn't shine very bright
I'm on a blind trajectory
No one knows where it's taking me
Fuck it all I'm leaving town
Away from it all and everyone
Mother please don't despair
You know I need to get out of here
Browsing, dwelling in guts and gore
Anything to feel something more
Fuck it I don't want to survive
All I want is to feel alive
The Prozac doesn't do a thing
I'm more depressed than I've ever been
Mother please don't look at me
I don't want to know what you see