Hearts Like Lions i m not running away from this

Im not the man that I once was
I let the walls cave in
Ive been searching my recall
For milestones and memories
To take back what ive become
And am I hearing more than my own thoughts? Repeating every word
And do I feel your spirit in my chest, calling me away
Say my name
I feel like Im wasting time
I let go of you years ago
there's no wind in my sails now
Only chills in my bones
And am I hearing more than just my thoughts? Repeating every word
And do I feel your spirit in my chest, calling me away
And I'm drifting away from the waves of grace the should be watching over me
Say my name
Miles away I'm lost at sea
How then you heard me calling
Father, I've been drowning
And I'm not running away from this, I swear