Henrik Freischlader a better man

Well, I'm sitting here lonely
Don't know what to do
(it's something about being in prison)
Crying over you
Everything I am - is everything I got
The answer's making me wonder - if I ever learnt
If you'll ever go back again
To where it all began
I would go back again, and I'll try to be a better man
There are things that I left behind, good people too
I hope that I'm gonna find, just enough to give it back to you
You made me your father, can do it all alone
But sometimes I forget, where I'm coming from
Please don't ever leave me, all by myself
And I saw this weave, when I need your help
If you'll ever go back again
To where it all began
I would go back again, and I'll try to be a better man
There are things that I left behind, good people too
I hope that I'm gonna find, just enough to give it back to you
I pretend to be so good
But I'm causing so much pain
But I don't do the things as you
Still you're saving me from (cannot get the word here)
And I live the life you gave me
Still I'm trying hard to find
Every reason that you helped me
And every colour of my mind
Goo Lord forgive me, for being such a fool
I'm living your (cannot get the word here), but I'm braking your rules
If you'll ever go back again
To where it all began
I would go back again, and I'll try to be a better man
There are things that I left behind, good people too
I hope that I'm gonna find, just enough to give it back to you