1984, it's visiting time
I'm a little boy who's left behind today
Do you have to shout at each other?
I'm already standing in the stairwell
That's it so hard to understand that I need you both?
Do you know what it's like when you fall deeper?
When everyone is pointing at you and no one keeps their promise?
I'm looking for security, I want to make everything better
My soul is burning, I have to make space for myself
Need life that captivates me
And love that holds me
/>When memory makes me
And the past torments me
Can it not be as it once was?
Do you know what it's like when you fall deeper ?
But now I'm standing in front of this door again
A foundling who needs both of you
Needs you
It has to come out now, not everything is a matter of education
FÃ Does it start on the inside? Is it spreading on the outside?
Did you have a family or just a black spot in your childhood?
Nothing that bothers me, no one can explain it to me
You're torn when you're sitting between these chairs
When you think about the past
And every time you puke
It feels like I'm still hanging on to the umbilical cord
N' Boy with a dream but without a father figure