Hidden Place withering darkness

I'm breathless
In this empty corner
Confined to darkness
I count the seconds
As my life whithers
Petal by petal
I am dead
I'm alive
I am in the dark
Here in my loneliness
A self imposed loneliness
Submerging me
Forcing me to step back
Into the night
Everything and everyone I touch
Whithers away (bis)
Fading into the wind
As a satisfying smile
Is drawn upon my face
While a tear slides down my cheek
I chose my path
In its weight I found the comfort
It was my choice
I found contentment
In darkness of my cave
I am dead
I'm alive
I am in the dark
Here in my loneliness
A self imposed loneliness
Submerging me
I hide in the cold of the night
I hide in the blur of the fog
I hide from the depth of the abyss
Which separates me from the rest
Everything and everyone I touch
Whithers away
Fading into the wind
As a satisfying smile
Is drawn upon my face
While a tear slides down my cheek
Whithering Darkness!!
I found my light in my freedom
Is there a right / wrong answer?
(My answer is the right answer)
My path, my choice