At the end was the beginning
When she died once, head spinning
She gathered her soul, what she could find
She wasn't aware that she'd stored it there
Inside the box, inside the stone
Behind a mountain, inside her bones
Wearing wig, always in a crowd
Giving stick and beind proud
Proud to be alive in her mind when it rains
Proud to be alive in her mind when it rains
And rains and rains and rains and rains
She wasn't pretty, appearing insane
She loved to finish other people's drinks as her game
At the bottom of the glass, she'd find her mask
She'd wear it all night until sunrise
It was clear something went wrong
She knew the words but she couldn't sing the song
Those lillies of valley had died in the night
With her screams and dreams of fright
Proud to be alive in her mind when it rains
Proud to be alive in her mind when it rains
And rains and rains and rains and rains
When it rains, those tears get washed away
All those years she carried her tears
Proud to be alive in her mind when it rains
Proud to be alive in her mind when it rains
And rains and rains and rains and rains
She is alive, she's alive when it rains
She's alive, she's alive when it rains, all alone
And it rains and rains and rains again
Just let it rain