HRH it hurts

Seems I'm crying an awful lot these days
Don't have the strength to stop
And I'm lying often to myself
Saying that I love you not
Why do we try
To make it alright
When it hurts that I don't have you
When it feels so dead inside
When I can't reach out to touch you
I know I'm only half alive
I know I'm only half alive
Wake up dreaming that you never had
To go so far away
Dream of waking next to me in bed
And staying there all day
Why do we hide?
Pain behind pride
When it hurts that I don't have you
When it feels so dead inside
When I can't reach out to touch you
I know I'm only half alive
I know I'm only half alive
Passing the time with open eyes
Like watching paint dry
Who is this like?
That we can't say goodnight
When it hurts that I don't have you
When it feels so dead inside
When it hurts that I... don't have you