you didn’t look so tough lyin’ in that box
with your eyes dead and cold
and I can still smell the scotch
and your shadow blocks out the son
like i’m five years old
and hey big man
did you ever give a damn about me?
Your hate does not equate magic anymore
I did not understand you see
why’d you wanna hurt me
what’d I ever do to you?
I taught myself as I grew
hey big man
thank you for my eyes they’re blue
the only gift you ever gave to me
that you could not take away
and I will survive you
hallelujah
and I will love bigger than you
and I will do all the bullshit you did do
I will not be a big man
I will not be a big man
like you
hey big man