Dear diary
This battleâs on the verge of emergency
Call in a chemical warfare attack
Tempting fate with the crisis that my vices will orchestrate
Cold sweats as my bold pupils dilate
I could die from the weight of it all
Or make it through another close call
Hereâs a note to myself, âBack to the wall
The higher you get, girl, the further you fallâ
Hereâs a note to myself, âAlone in my pain
How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?â
Through blackened veins the evil in the needle bleeds into my brain
And sells me on the sense of a foolâs escape
I could die from the weight of it all
Or make it through another close call
Hereâs a note to myself, âBack to the wall
The higher you get, girl, the further you fallâ
Hereâs a note to myself, âAlone in my pain
How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?â
Before you walk away
But I just need one more taste, one more taste
Scars earned from searching for solutions
So desperate just to feel
Sold on self-prescribed pollution, just distorting what was real
And so it goes in the throes of what I canât overcome
Painfully numb
Dear diary
This battleâs on the verge of emergency
Hereâs a note to myself, âBack to the wall
The higher you get, girl, the further you fallâ
Hereâs a note to myself, âAlone in my pain
How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?â
Before you walk away
Before you walk away
- :
- Every Trick in the Book
- The Predator Becomes the Prey
- The Predator (EP)
- Safe Is Just A Shadow
- Miscellaneous
- Communion of the Cursed
- 2016 Warped Tour Compilation
- Compilation
- Bloodbath & Beyond
- The Predator
- Punk Goes Pop 6
- Punk Goes Pop, Vol. 6
- 2014 Warped Tour Compilation
- Me, Myself & Hyde
- Jonathan (Acoustic Version)
- Last Chance to Make Amends
- The Burning
- The Gauntlet Compilation 2009
- 2 Song Acoustic
- The Pop-Punk-Ska Years