Don't know my brains, don't know my life, shit I do ain't fucking right
Jordan he was 45, hate myself for fucking life
I don't really know shit, and you don't really know shit
My real nigga Logan said some shit but I ain't focus
I hate being alive, I'm just too afraid to die
I'm clinching my fist as she sucking my dick and she gurgling it
Rubbing her clit and I'm sucking her tits, if I want this then that could be ya bitch
But I don't really want shit, then to get out of this place now
My girls live like trey hours
I ain't even sippin no real shit, you ain't even sippin no real shit
My bitch is in the building
Attention, attention, I do not want your children
If I got them 'fore I was 35, I'd blow my fucking brains out
Offended he, offended she, I'm in the penitentiary
Story of every black male, raised by single female
These niggas bangin' on the block before they got arrested
Stripped by the police like they fucking got molested
So then they lost they profits, nigga, Ian Watkins
It seems like they forgot me, I guess I'm a lost prophet
I had my buzz, I had my buzz, wasted away with my drugs
Looked into the universe, like damn, this is my life now
I can't pay, now my lights out my niggas talk 'till nights out
My bitches gone, my bitches flock
Now the pain builds up
Now my motherfucking phone bill's up, shit
I can't pay my lights now, my niggas talk 'till lights now
I can't pay, my lights now, my niggas talk 'till nights out
I can't pay my lights now, my niggas talk 'till nights out
I can't pay my lights now, my niggas talk 'till nights out
I can't pay my lights now, my niggas talk 'till lights now
I can't pay, my lights out, my niggas talk till nights out
I can't pay my lights now, my niggas talk 'till nights out
I can't pay my lights now
This is all the shit, that y'all fuck niggas been waiting on
My bitch left me, so now the rest of my faith is gone
I ain't never believed in God, but I'm reachin' out like Satan's on
They killed my niggas, only thing that I was waitin' on
This is all the shit, that y'all fuck niggas been waitin' on
My bitch left me so now all the rest of my faith is gone
I ain't never believed in God, but I'm reachin' out like Satan's on
They killed my niggas, only thing that I was waitin' on
I can't pay, my lights out, my niggas talk 'till night's out
I can't pay my lights now, my niggas talk 'till night's out
I can't pay, my lights out, my niggas talk 'till night's out
My niggas talk till night's out
Guess this is my life now, my niggas talk 'till lights out
Said my niggas talk 'till nights out
I can't pay my lights now
Night's out
And this is my life now
How do I
Say goodbye
To what we had
Good times,
Made us laugh
Outweigh the bad
I thought we gave, to see forever
But forever has, gone away
It's so hard
To say goodbye
To yesterday