Imperative Reaction drown

your words disguise what you're feeling now
but i've seen that look in your eyes before
thougt you don't want to admit it to me
i feel the dissapointment i have caused you
if I drown
please know it's not your fault
there was no way you could save me from myself
if I drown
please know it wasn't you
i was the one who walked away from your help
i know it's been years of empty promises
i wanted to follow through i wanted to be more
though you don't want to admit it to me
you can't look at me in the same light anymore.