In Torment the threshold transcending the matter

I behold
The Light that comes to blind my sight
I accept
The pain that comes to my being
As my body perishes
my mind increases ascending life
Surpassing death enlarging thoughts
Bonding desires, rising again
I reach the doorway through the transcendence of my shattered essence
I reach the doorway through the eradicationof my dying flesh
I feel the split between body and soul
As I enter the verge of cosmos, this threshold
I feel the anguish beign changed into knowledge as my soul
Gathers with all the other souls
I feel the weakness beign changed into strength as my
My mind connects to the other minds
I feel the physical death as I become eternal
The portal is shut, now I am one with the idol
Into the other realm, a realm of insights
A ream of images, a realm of knowledge
The existence reflected within the silence of space
Now I see the plan
Now I see the meanings
Now I see the shape of the god's soul
The threshold!
I behold the light that comes to blind my sight
I accept the pain
As my body perishes
My mind Increases ascending life
Surpassing death enlarging thoughts
Bonding desires, rising again
In the field of energy
His voice is resounding
In the field energy
His power is growing
There is no, no longer death
The moment we exceed the matter (x2)
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