InDespair time to wake up

It happened fast, I just closed my eyes
And raised my arms
As the windscreen exploded with shards
A brutal force tossed my car away
Stealing my breath
And pushing me beyond the dark veil
Am I really dying? Is this just a dream?
What is this cold place? (Time is standing still)
Is it really over? Is there no way out?
Is this how it ends? (God please wake me up)
So many things left to be done
So many plans, but my time has come
It's like a dream, but it feels so real
All my mistakes
I can see and all of my misdeeds
Those who I wronged let down or deceived
Was this my life?
This parade of misery and grief?