Jandek this wasted life

This wasted life I'm stumbling through
These stupid mistakes that keep me from you
I destroy myself and hurt all over
And when I wake up I see you protected me
Why, why, why, why can't I do this
Why can't I stop this wasted life
Please take my freedom, I can't use it right
Make me a moron who doesn't know
This wasted life I'm stumbling through