Janine Divita invisible

When I was five
I felt so alive
Dancing and leaping,
Keeping up with my sister: Grace.
When I turned eight
My life was great
Playing and dreaming,
scheming things with my brother: John.
Mother dressed with such style,
Pop impressed with his smile.
Then came 13
14 and 15
Living and learning,
yearning for everything and more.
16 was sweet
18 could compete
Courting and dating
waiting for Mr Right to come.
I was to be a bride,
Grace dressed John, Mother cried
Pop was filled with such pride,
My heart stopped,
Tell me why...
It was my time to die.
Now I'm stuck here
Causing such fear
Crying and moaning,
groaning since I am all alone.
Mother lived 10 years more
After John died at war
Pop passed dead 84
Grace went next,
they all soared...
Why was I ignored?
Anger fills my soul which lingers
Help me find the light
As the hunter I am hunted
Searching day and night
Help me find the love I lost when I died.
I must confess
What no one did guess
Empty from distress, worthless
I felt invisible.
You see, Mr Right
Would often delight
Playing and dancing,
Glancing at other girls than me.
I tried to make him see
How much he needed me
But then accidently,
I cut too deep and I died...
A suicide
He made me feel like I'm invisible
Crying for help, I'm still in invisible
I remain, in vain, invisible
Why am I still alone, invisible?
Tell me why?
Yeah, oh
Invisible
Oh ohhhh,
No chance to say goodbye
So I will always be,
Invisible