Living my life in the rear view
And i'm haunted by
My past and sometimes I just wanna die
I need to change my ways
Momma, I'm gonna try
But that's a lie cuz you heard me say that a thousand times
I say Lord please help me
'cause I've been living unhealthy
And the life that I've been living, Lord
Can i really be forgiven for?
And I dont wanna let you go
I think about you now everywhere I roll
Somewhere down the road, I lost my soul
And I know cuz the glitter doenst mean its gold
And I dont wanna hurt nobody
I just wanna let the truth be told
I dont wanna hurt nobody
But I'm about to lose my self-control
And they ask me how I'm feeling
I'm somewhere between Handricks and Robin Williams
Hide behind the tears of the clown
And the sound, of silence, it seems so loud
Would you just look at me now
When I take a shot of crown
??? and watch this perk sit down???
Played the victim for too long
To justify my habbits {long}???
When everything I judge turns tragic
And I dont wanna let you go
I think about you now everywhere I roll
Somewhere down the road, I lost my soul
And I know cuz the glitter doenst mean its gold
And I dont wanna hurt nobody
I just wanna let the truth be told
I dont wanna hurt nobody
But I'm about to lose my self-control
I guess I'm narcisistic cause I'm trying to get it
Am I beeing selfish? tempted to {rear}??? my life from the drama it it
See it was harder coming home and going in
Hard to understand this statement unless you came from where I've been
Why is difficult to do right?
But so easy to say
Find the peace and lose untill I move on
From chaos of the wind
That daemon in the mirror still the saint that he portrays
So the songs of tomorrow borrows sorrows from today
And I dont wanna let you go
I think about you now everywhere I roll
Somewhere down the road, I lost my soul
And I know cuz the glitter doenst mean its gold
And I dont wanna hurt nobody
I just wanna let the truth be told
I dont wanna hurt nobody
But I'm about to lose my self-control