Jing WONG ?? shipwreck

I had a shipwreck in my head,
I was drowning on my bed.
The celling's crumbling over me,
can you pour me a cup of tea?
And then the walls start closing in,
I want to get out of my skin.
And then the lights start fading out,
it feels like the world has turned the music lound!
We always imagine ourselves as the sky,
but look at tears in our eyes.
The teardrops of blue is an ocean of you,
reminds me of our rendezvous.
The Sirens are singing a song of regret,
the best times that we never had.
I feel like the ocean, so blue in depression,
the Sirens are dragging me down...
I had a shipwreck in my head,
I was drowing on my bed.
And then this man he came to me,
I waved and hoped he'd set me free.
But no instead he tried to hold me down,
are you trying to save me?
Or do you want me drowned?
And when I looked it was like a dream,
this man was me when I was seventeen!