John Brazell getting free

Most days I wake up and I'm afraid of who I was
Who I'm becoming
I can't shake all these thoughts of what I want and what I'm not yet
Yeah, I should stop that
But then the days that must happen
And the ones that I'm trapped in
I'm getting free from who I was
Who I'm becoming
Free from all the hurt and all the running
Although I'm not who I want yet
No, I'm not gonna stop it
Oh, I'm getting free
Cause Jesus wants me to be
I'm letting go of this need to feel free
Sometimes it hurts
Sometimes it's the worst
And it has to be
Sometimes when you walk, you go through the fire
You reach for love but you're met with desire
And all along, on the way home, you wonder if you're ever gonna find her
And then the days that must happen
And the ones that I'm trapped in
I'm getting free from who I was
Who I'm becoming
Free from all the hurt and all the running
Although I'm not who I want yet
No, I'm not gonna stop it
Oh, I'm getting free
Oh, free
Cause Jesus wants me to be
And then the days that must happen
And the wars that I can't win
I'm getting free from who I was
Who I'm becoming
Free from all the hurt and all the numbing
Free from who I was
Who I'm becoming
Free from all the hurt and all the running
Although I'm not who I want yet
Oh no, I'm not gonna stop it
Oh, I'm getting free
Oh, free
Cause Jesus wants me to be