Josephine trapped

Trapped inside these four white walls
Waiting for someone to call
Something's gonna have to give
And I don't know when
Seems it's taking far too long
I've been stuck on this same song
I've been standing on the edge
And I'm gonna fall
Promise me
You won't follow me
'Cause I've gone down the wrong road
And I've lost my own way back
It's all my fault, I can't hide it
I try to run, I can't fight it
Everybody dreams
Why can't I just make that team?
Fallin' all the time
Before I cross the finish line
I've been blinded by the dark
Hoping for a little spark
Diving in a pool of sharks
Though I cannot swim
Try to understand myself
All my music's on a shelf
Gather dust as I try to search within
Promise me you won't follow me
'Cause I've gone down the wrong road
And I've lost my own way back
It's all my fault, I can't hide it
I try to run, I can't fight it
Everybody dreams
Why can't I just make that team?
Fallin' all the time
Before I cross the finish line
I wanna'
I wanna'
I wanna' scream, I wanna cry
I wanna' know the reason why
I wanny' scream, I wanna cry
It's all my fault, I can't hide it
I try to run, I can't fight it
Everybody dreams
Why can't I just make that team?
Fallin' all the time
Before I cross the finish line
It's all my fault, I can't hide it
I try to run, I can't fight it
Everybody dreams
Why can't I just make that team?
Fallin' all the time
Before I cross the finish line