JrFTW growing pains

Man growing up aint what I thought it out to be
Stressing all day being me
Working hard long days
Trying change my ways
Addicted to that Nikki
Man help me out Ricky
Im addicted to them drugs an alchol
Fuck it man I'm about to fall
Break through the atmosphere
Man I don't even think I'm really even here
Damn gotta a call from my ex
I just blocked her and fucked around with my next
I don't give a fuck about shit no more
Id rather fuck around with a whore
Im pathetic
Saw text from my side bitch, can't believe I read it
Racing over there to get my dick wet