JSPH what it really was

What It Really Was - JSPH
Wish I never even started ohh,
Don't know why you keep me goin.
Cortisone to the heart & oh, I ain't even feelin
nothin' no more.
And you use to fear the dark so, I, carried stars
in my pocket
but you can never really see when, you roll around with empty sockets oh oh.
here you are again, here you are again, there you go
I believe that you, no longer despise, no room left for me, indifferent inside
I can see that you, closing off your mind clinging
to your pride, indifferent inside
indifference in your eyes
x4) Baby won't you tell me what it really was hey, ain't no tellin what it really was
You know words could never solve it. Doesn't death make you stronger?
Doesn't matter what the cause is, it just takes a little longer.
And you still fear the dark but you,
put these stars in my pocket,
And I can never really see when
we're blinded by this empty promise oh oh.