June speak up

Get over yourself, you'll find me under your ski
This is you being selfish
This is you feeling sorry for yourself
And if not, you're kidding yourself
It started off from the get go
I'll kill to remember and you'll drink to forget
But it's just your tongue you'll choke on
If you speak any faster
It's just as easy to rip a piece off
I'll write all your lies off
And I don't really care
What you wear on your sleeve
Did you really think that you had
Hidden the pillow that covered the weapon?
The knife that cut? I'm still in hiding
And you're still kidding yourself
Speak up, speak up
Am I your easy way out?
You must be kidding yourself
You must be kidding
Just as easy as to rip out
This sliver from under your skin
It's just your tongue you'll choke on
You will always drink to forget