Karelia my guilty absence

Awful sight ... among ruins and dust,
In torn dress, my beloved died in pain
Awaiting my hand to take her astray
Endless agony, crying for my guilty absence
Did we deserve such a fate
Now I'll find shelter in my hate
Sweet dreams have gone, my poor lambs among the wolves
Lord of hell,
I'm kneeling in front of you
I need a shell
Get my soul it's yours now
Lord of hell,
Lend me your force and I swear
To serve your realm
With never-ending hate