Karmanaut feels like we only go backwards

It feels like I only go backwards, baby
Every part of me says, go ahead
I got my hopes up again, oh no, not again
Feels like we only go backwards, darling
I know that you think you sound silly when you call my name
But I hear it inside my head all day
When I realize I'm just holding onto the hope that maybe
Your feelings don't show
It feels like I only go backwards baby
Every part of me says, go ahead
Then I got my hopes up again, oh no, not again
Feels like we only go backwards, darling
The seed of all this indecision isn't me, oh no
'Cause I decided long ago
But that's the way it seems to go
When trying so hard to get to something real
To feel
It feels like I only go backwards darling
Every part of me says, go ahead
I got my hopes up again, oh no, not again
Feels like we only go backwards, darling
It feels like I only go backwards baby
Every part of me says, go ahead
I got my hopes up again, oh no, not again
Feels like we only go backwards, darling
It feels like I only go backwards baby
Every part of me says, go ahead
I got my hopes up again, oh no, not again
Feels like we only go backwards, darling