not again
my friend
my dear friend
you're leaving me again
and this time
i think you're gone for good
i think you're gone for good
strangely enough
i feel free
did you lock me down
and could you see
a monster
has me in my sleep
and it's you
infesting me
ripping me from my inside out
you tried to fight me
you terrified me
and even though i helped you out
you still defied me
you still lied to me
apologies clearing clouds of doubt
but it's still rainy
and it's still hazy
maybe i'm just a little crazy
a dead air filled the room
i got tired of holding my breath
and your words reached out for me
and i reluctantly responded
got your message just yesterday
seems like things are going your way
made me rethink my words
you're not a monster at all
must've been my imagination
i'm overthinking again
you've given me so much
i feel i didn't give enough back
we're losing touch
i wonder if you'll ever come back
please don't mind the first half
just thought i should let you know
it wasn't all that bad
you truly were great
and i'll never forget you
i'll never forget you