I push all my problems to the back of my mind
Then they surface in my dreams, they come alive
I sweep all my issues to somewhere I can't find
And hope that I forget but there's just so many times
Why can't I be strong and just confront all my fears
When the fear is hurting you by being sincere
How many days can I run, how many years
Emotions flooding in now, it's all seeming so clear
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong down but am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason 'cos I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cos I've never faced all the pain I've caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
I push all my problems to the back of my brain
The darkness deep inside where I just can't find my way
How can I walk with a smile, get on with my day
When I deceive myself, pretending it's all okay
I try my best to hold it all together, I know
The strings have worn away, and now, I'm all exposed
I try and hide it all away, on top of the shelf
I can lie to everyone, but not to myself
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong, but am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason, 'cos I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cos I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
Forgive me now, 'cos I said that I'd be there for you
Care for you, I let you down
I walked away, 'cos there were things I couldn't say to you
Say to you, I'm breaking now
(I burned some bridges down, there must be someway out)
(The voices speak so loud, will you forgive me now?)
(I burned some bridges down, there must be someway out)
(The voices speak so loud)
Will you forgive me now?
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong, but am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason, 'cos I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
But I've never faced all the pain I've caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force