Keegan Joyce apparently i was selfish

Airing out my eyes
The air is hot and dry
Reflection blood shot red
What you said killed me dead and rattles through my bones it's hellish
But you were mostly happy and I was mostly selfish oh
Watch the rope it wraps
Doubled preev and snapped
Tightens up my breathe
Don't you look at selfish deaths
You were once my best
Other demons in my head
Now the sentence in my breast
Illustrate to me
Pictures that you've seen
Will need to float on by
And feel my air escape me
And leave my dry
My breath can't stand my sight
And I had picked a ring for life
And now your fingers won't suffice
California's waving bye bye bye
I'll leave for prettier sights
And live through darker nights