Do you wanna self torture like me
My methods will show you the way
Find out her perfume and spray to see
Makes you believe she had stayed
Come on and get tortured with me
We'll drink 'til there's nothing to say
Sit in the car hoping no one sees
The smog helping you fade to gray
So you soak in self-loathing like me
If not I can show you the way
Find out your inner most drive and please
Claw it and tear it away
When you sit in self loathing like me
You hope to just wither away
Turn up the hatred,
Oh the end cometh nearer I pray
Well if I'm to be tortured by me
I'll do it the best so it hurts
Just does my best saw you up and leave
My best will see me in this dirt
Come on throw on me handfuls of dirt
Yes my best will see me in this dirt