Keepaway hologram

Across a field, I see an apple
I know its there because I want it
And in that field, I really had hope
really had hope, but then I ate it
I had to roll back all of my senses
When I caught a glimpse of truth in my hunches
When life drops a fruit right into my hand,
I'm convinced its a hologram
A distant star is rolling over
I'm staying still, I'm feeling older
That state of mind, I really had hope
really had hope but now i hate it
I had to roll back all of my senses
When I caught a glimpse of truth in my hunches
When life drops a fruit right into my hand,
I'm convinced its a hologram
Im in the back of my parents car,
Deep cobalt eyes reflecting the Dogstar
I feel it just as I feel it now,
I'm creating the hologram