All my lives are coming through
And, even though there isnât room,
I save seats for my selves
Invite them in, wish them well
The way I feel & the way I guess I felt
I was 23 & crazy
Frightened, overwhelmed, and angry
You said, âThatâs not how I see you.
You treat yourself unfairly.
Donât treat yourself unfairly.â
I was alive back then
I remember when
It was Christmas
We were wrestlers
Bay Ridge Parkway
Our apartment
We were fast & best friends
We were just little kids
You were Lenny Dykstra
I was Wally Backman
This was before I got so lonely
With my lovers, with my family
Scared of living
Scared of dying
Scared of being happy
To let myself be happy
I was alive back then
I remember when
I was 20
Kolankowski
Asked me who I thought Iâd marry
I answered your name
Years before we would date
Years before heâd officiate our wedding
You never âknowâ
Youâre never âreadyâ
But all your fear is just confetti
So let it blow around your bedroom
When it gets too heavy
Donât let it get too heavy
I was alive back then
No one asks you if youâre ready
When theyâre handing you the baby
My mother said, âYou canât imagine.
Youâll have your mind blown, honey.
Youâll be crazy in love, honey.â
I was alive back then
I remember when
I was alive back then
Now, I am again
- :
- Live At St Pancras Old Church
- Instigator
- Daytrotter Session
- Bulldozer
- Bubblegum
- Between The Concrete & Clouds
- Another Bag Of Bones
- Miscellaneous
- I Could Be With Anyone
- Make The Clocks Move
- Put Your Ghost To Rest
- Non-Album Releases
- No History
- Live at St Pancras Old Church (Bonus Edition)
- Devinyl Splits Vol. I: Kevin Devine & Friends
- She Stayed As Steam
- Matter Of Time
- Live at St Pancras Old Church (May 2015)
- Compilation
- Devinyl Splits No. 3