To him i'm just a little boy
Crying out for attention
I just want to feel the joy
When he calls my name.
To him i'm just a little boy
Crying out for attention
I just want to feel the joy
When he calls my name
I've had too many sleepless nights
Thinking of the things he said
Even if he's by my side
Horrid thoughts inside my head
Say the things I wanna hear
For a smile
Maybe he will stick around for awhile
Start to comtemplate myself
Inside my mind
Try to be the things he wants
But it's never right
We can speed on down highway
Tonight
Maybe things will go my way
Tonight
And I just want to be
The best you've ever had
Be a pretty boy for you
Is that so hard
You're so mean
But I'm fine
My mental
Is alright
Suffocation in my dreams
Pull my heart out the seams
Honestly you never change
I don't either and it's sad
Hard to trust the words you say
Only keep me for escape
You don't understand my pain
And I think I'm fine with that
You don't care
And I don't mind
I just wanna share my time
Only trying to survive
Won't you hold me through
The night
Whisper words into my ear
Make me feel like
I mean something to you
To him I'm just a little boy
Crying out for attention
I just want to feel the joy
When he calls my name