I miss you so much it's scary
But that's not your weight to carry
I need to learn to be alright when I'm alone
I'm always in such a hurry to leave
But I don't want you to worry about me
I need to learn to be alright when I'm at home
I need to learn to be okay,
Stop trying to leave when I should stay,
Stop feeling so helpless, so worthless, so useless, so crazy and sad
I need to learn to love myself,
Stop trying to hurt the ones that help,
Stop acting so dependant, so nervous, so stupid, so endlessly bad
I need to stop being sad.