I'd rather die
Than experience this again
I look back with wet eyes
My lips tremble helplessly, overwhelmed
Too many words force their way through together , opening
Nothing is allowed to get out any more
I have to be silent
I have to finally escape from people
I know every one of their lies
I know every false breath
The friend is much too close
He is a human being and an enemy
The shield of friendship covers him for years
Behind it he collects the weapons
Escape
With wet eyes I long me back
Freeze, deep longing
Be silent and freeze to death
The look back captures the smoke
The ruin underneath
Excited in anticipation
To see the silhouette
You rise from the mist
Show me more of you
Strange Venus, show me more
Better to die
Than see you in all your glory
Prepare me
I fall before you, enemy
Give me more of you
Take off your clothes
Bare your soul
To your breast I want to bind myself
Lay myself to rest on white marble
Under your eyes, bow to you
Under your wings, give myself completely to you
White goddess or human?
Give me more of you
Let me sink into your crater
Take me prisoner in your midst
Hear my longing
Better to die
Than this to experience once