Legacy illusions

When did reality become so real?
There's always a consequence
There's a haze gazing back at me.
A hatred pulsing through my veins
I'll leave you like you left them.
I'll steal the life that you stole from me.
I was lost searching for you,
but you've already found me.
I hope growing in you,
you pull the air out of my lungs.
And I wanted to be there.
I wanted, I wanted...
I blame myself for wasting time.
No one will ever know what I've lost
I will remember all the things I couldn't say.
My hands are shaking from the thought of this.
If there's a Hell lying in wait then I've already seen its gates.
Willed by lust!
I hope the souls of the damned peel the flesh from your bones.
I can feel you slipping away from me.
I can feel you slipping away.
I was lost searching for you,
but you've already found me.
I hope growing in you,
you pull the air out of my lungs.
And I wanted to be there.
I wanted, I wanted...
I'LL DRAG YOU TO HELL.