Yesterday the clock went off at 8
But I just lay there, let it ring, couldnʼt face the day
One more day digging holes for myself to lie in
Iʼve been laying here since 4 am
God, when does it end
It's just too hard, just too cold, just too hopeless so Iʼm told
Am I bleeding, I can't tell
So I make believe that all is well
All the trees and happy things are smiling, smiling back at me
So I just pluck out my own eyes, just lay here until I die
Drug myself, go back to sleep, if that wont work I'll watch TV
I seem to hate everything, I donʼt know whatʼs wrong with me
Because I just feel like giving, but when everything is said and done
I know I can't hide for long before you step in to spur me on
I think I heard somebody say itʼs a beautiful gray day
I donʼt have to face it alone, even when thereʼs nobody home
I think I heard somebody say itʼs a beautiful gray day
I donʼt have to face it alone, even when thereʼs nobody home