You left me, you left too soon
standing there alone at the bottom of the stairs
In the cold air, my breath disappears
just like you did
The last three months felt like three years
I know it's so hard to tell how this would have ended
if I broke your wicked spell
But I see the good you did
making me feel like the winner when I had the lowest bid
Step by step climbing up to my room
closing the blinds to put on my tunes
So I can get away, get away from it all
Brick by brick, build a new wall
something so strong, something so tall
And divide me, I'll take my time
my separate life without you has been unfamiliarized
I'm nervous you were perfect
Only time will tell and right now
it's telling me to go inside
Aside from all the picture perfect times,
I'm cutting ties on what connect the dotted lines
Guided by the ones you compromised
and left behind with all the ashes that you piled
Step by step climbing up to my room
closing the blinds to put on my tunes
So I can get away, get away from it all
Brick by brick, build a new wall
something so strong, something so tall
I took the chance, you told me it was worth it
I ended up broken down and hurting
And all the days I wasted, I'm regretting
for now they're gone
for now they're gone
I made this climb so many times
Decent will always get me and wipe what I've invested
Im forced to begin from scratch
staring at the ceiling
feeling like it's staring back