Lifephobia new happy family

like dirty blood
and like infection
i don't accept
my destination
my bitter smile
and my last frustration
i don't know why
you are my love detonation
You are new happy family
second of hope
broken forever
you want to go (away)
I feel nothing and never...
illusion dies
no time for reflection
i don't know why
I feel more than just a temptation
We are new happy family